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3 Late update and meh..

If leaving on a jet plane was exciting, laying bed ridden for more than two months was excruciating and agonizing. It was more disturbing when the dark clouds of fact prevailed over me time and again that I am far flung from my homeland, my country and my peeps. I had no one to turn to and I had no one to share and voice out my pain to. Life in foreign soil to me was more of a distressing and disconcerting than eventful and thrilling. I lay wide-awake on my bed day and night with just pain and dissatisfaction as my friend.

The first one-month of my stay was fit, fine and healthy one but the trouble started approaching me as the second month begin to make its way. I started developing acute pain in my abdomen out of nowhere. The pain began to shoot up more and more with each passing days. Even then, I did not miss my University and job hunt. I had a belief somewhere inside me that the pain would subside someday but all my conviction derailed when the pang of pain hit me more than before. I strolled with the pain till I could hold it.

The third month and I was in bed frisking with pain. The level of my endurance could no more resist the unbearable pain. I gave up finally and made my way to the hospital. The doctor made me go through different check up like endoscopy, ultrasound, blood test, x-ray etc. Finally the doctor came up with findings that I had redundant water stashed in my stomach and that my intestine was devoured by gastro instestinal problem. I was prescribed different medicines and I had to live under strict food control. Each day I had to consume around 6 different capsules of drugs during daytime and two injections at night. I had lost around 13 kg of weight during these three months.

Three more months passed with the medicines. These days I am feeling more comfortable than before. I am working too and finally I am relaxed to some extent.

Life in foreign is actually tough, but it gets tougher when we are not sound in wind and limb. “ Bideshma rookhko hangama paisa falcha bhanthe tara, yeha ta hangama hoina jara nai ukhelda ne bhetna garo hune rahecha”.

Anyway, my best wishes are with all those who are out of the country. Stay safe and healthy…

© ɱɐϩτα Ͼϵϔϼα™ 2011

2 Thank You for Loving Me..

           Actually my blog consist of writing only. But today, I wanna  use my power of being an administrator to this blog and publish a video that has so touched my heart over the time. Through this blog, I wanna dedicate this beautiful song to the one I love, to the one I wanna spend my rest of the life  with and to the one who knows how dearly I love her. THANK YOU for every best day.

(Lyrics)

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

[Solo]

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

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Love and Peace

2 Revealing myself in Seven Lines..

I am fully honored and so thankful to receive my first blogger award from my friend Balqis. Accepting nomination is quite an easy task as compared to the one, i am supposed to be doing after having nominated. Anyway, I have tried my best to open up seven random facts about me and I hope it would be quite a good read.....

1. I am an avid reader. I love to read during my free times. Any books, magazines, newspaper or even blog of my friends is what keeps my boredom at bay. But at times, i also love watching movies and i have a good collection of them too.

2.I sip lots of tea, cofee(whatever i can find). I can't write or think anything without a cuppa tea/coffee by my side. Morning,day or night- i love to sip it everytime i can find one.

3. I have a strong love inside me for kids. I love playing with them and i feel their babbling talks are too cute.

4. I have great thirst for literature. I try to read whatever i can find at my disposal.Some times i try on my own to create some pieces too, as I am greatly inspired by those who writes.

5. I wish to be loved and love back equally. My friends,my families and my relatives are my assets and i wish to treasure them forever.

6. I love to stay away from hypocrites,height( as i have severe fear against height) and politicians.

7.I wish to travel around the world( but that's a dream only), have my own publication house and big cruise.....

To cover up oneself in seven lines is really a difficult task. There errupts a fights in the mind quite often, whether this should be included or that should be. And finally when i think i am done, i feel this should be ommited and corrected. but at last, I have finished the task assigned to me and i really feel great about that.

Once again, Thanks Balqis.

3 "U" & "I" TOGETHER ❤

I peeped into the mirror,

It was just “I” before;

But today it’s “I” and “U” together.

❤ brewed in between “I” and “U”;

And it thus got captioned “I ❤ U”.

I walk, I stumble, I stand up,

And take a long stride again.

Gardened with new phase and new scenario;

Have, I been propelled to a new echelon;

Challenges a rife;

But adjustment is my priorities.

Stranded I’m with option;

That comprehends, “no looking back” now or forever.

It was just “I” before;

But today it’s “I” and “U” together.

Thousand miles for us to trot;

Nevertheless “U” and “I” are strong.

New hope, new day;

A completely new destiny.

It was just “I” before;

But today it’s “I” and “U” together.

Every hemisphere I dwell to,

Illumined I’m by magnet “U”.

Fragrance of life I see;

And mystic sound of life I hear;

Fervored and zealed I’m;

Shall it lead me to;

Love, togetherness, commitment and care.

It was just “I” before;

But today it’s “I” and “U” together.

Ferry “I” through every opportunity;

To warm nights and brighten the day.

Glowing prospects in the horizon;

Though dim may be the vision, now.

It was just “I” before;

But today it’s “I” and “U” together.

4 Ya Looked Wonderful Dat Night..

Hardly could I utter any words,

“You look wonderful tonight”;

Would have been too lame,

To have been owned and claimed;

Quite often, I did clear my throats,

But gulped down with each sparkling shots.

The night grew strong and tall;

Tried I to control;

Control and take care of her each submissive fall.

The ardent zeal,

Coupled with her tempting aroma,

Compelled me to get down and kneel;

Kneel on my feet;

Energized was I to tweet,

The song of her charm and glowing beauty.

The hands we held for long,

The moves we created along;

I still feel and smell of her so strong;

Her magical eye,

Got me high and high.

Time and again—I did clear my throats;

But gulped down with each sparkling shots.

The pompous crowd,

The wild glaring sound;

An arena of completely unknown facet,

The juxtaposition of thumping feet,

Lost in quest of amicable beat;

Crawling along, all were for the sweetest treat.

Lost I was in search of words;

Would that best personify her sorts.

If only I could;

I would have and should.

But since the time is gone,

And by now, I’m all alone.

I often do scream;

And fantasize her in my surreal dream,

O sweetest surreal dream.

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It was five guys on break,

Rumbling and grumbling on bike;

Off from Kathmandu;

The destination was Pokhara,

Fun, frolic and frantic was the moment;

While soothing and calm was the environment.

From daybreak till twilight;

Ultimate phrase was the enjoyment.

Brothers till end;

Though torturous were the bend; on route

Blissful were each second we spent.

The food was appetizing.

While the location was amazing.

All the day was fun;

While trickling was the evening;

Sumptuous night;

Amusing and stumbling.

Sang, dance and scrutinized

The atmosphere,

The ambiance of love, beauty and nature;

Gardened with umpteen sheer pleasure.

Would we forget it ever??

The club was amusing,

While the drinks thrilling;

And the lass mesmerizing.

We sang, dance and fell flat;

On the floor, boulevard and chalet.

Time flew by soon,

We had to return to the place where we belong.

Miss we those days, so strong.

~Some Pictures we clicked along the travel~

2 Bryan Adam's Concert in Kathmandu~As i forsee!!

This February all the Nepalese youths have two things in mind to think about and take care of; namely Valentine’s Day and Bryan Adam’s Concert which are coined to fall on 14^th and 19^th of this month respectively. Valentine’s Day is a yearly phenomenon, hence if missed this year; there is definitely the next year. In contrast, Bryan Adam fever is once in a life time event and in context of country like ours, to think of such extravaganza anytime soon shall be a day dream only. Hence, I feel the concert from Canadian Rock Star is going to garner more compliment this February than Saint Valentine’s Day.

Though Kathmandu shall still be gripped in cold on 19^th February; Nepalese won’t be held back from attending the feat of extraordinary treats from Bryan Adams. Sea of people from all around the country shall tide in one common place called Dasarth Stadium of Kathmandu. The immense gurgling of people dragging themselves to the venue shall feel the heat mounting up once the drum shall start rolling and the guitar shall start strumming in their full pumped up pace. The sound system imported from India shall definitely grip the mass like magnets.

The pre-bash session by the local bands and artist shall try to keep the excited people glued to their place; but the attendants shall still be hooting and shouting for the main performer of the acclaimed session.

After the performance of some local bands and artists; the MC would finally present the much desired, ubiquitously talented and extremely phenomenal Bryan Adams on the stage. “Namaste”, he would articulate in his husky Canadian accent and this would send the crowd to a frenzied mode.

Soon he would put on his rhythm guitar and start addressing the crowd mentioning the name of his crew. And it would end with the large deafening applaud from the gathered obedient fans.

In no time, he would start the grand show with his first song titled “Let’s make a night to remember”. The girls would be throwing their hands to reach Bryan Adams; while the guys would be busy jumping up with every beat of the song. “Once more”, would be the call from all around the stadium.

The second song “Everything I do” would even receive more accolades from the presented crowds. As he would sing the first line, the crowd would sing along with him making the environment totally romantic. Everyone would be swaying their hands in uniformity. The screaming of the female audience would send the rush to each and every single individual presented over there for the treat.

The adrenaline rush would pump to the next level with “summer of 69”. Each and every one would rock hard till they would break their bones. The constant “once more” would turn the whole stadium into some sort of beehive.

These are just some my wild guesses. I know there would be more than this; more than anyone can even expect. The thunderous atmosphere, the dazzling charisma, the rendezvous of life time, the enigmatic persona, the glorifying mysticism and the vindication of life time is going to be at single place. Any one missing this moment shall be a real loser.

Life is indeed beautiful and there are many facades to it. We can never really surmise what tomorrow may hold for us and there may be even more glorifying moments than we do have today. But I would want to live in this moment whereby I can sing along Mr Bryan Adam as it has always been one of my dreams to be at one of his concert. Come 19^th, one of my wishes shall come true and I am really looking forward to it.